I WON'T GIVE UP....

I WILL FIGHT…
Just as I thought it was all over
& everything seemed all right
Bolte from the blue came another setback
The mind had given up,but the heart said,”fine,I will fight”

I don’t know when will this end
Success looks nowhwere in sight
But still,I am determined for one last battle
May be I’ll lose but,
“Yes,I will fight”

Standing in the midst of ruins
Indicative of my past glory & might
I know I have nothing to help my cause
Except my will which tells me,
“Come what may,I’ll fight”

Each day I am made to think
Will my ambitions ever see light
“Keep testing me god”,I say
& become even more focused
“Certainly,I will fight”

Even as survival becomes doubtful
I have just one thought
day & night
Beware my detractors,here I come
Hang me if I go down,
“But yes,I will fight”

WAS IT MY MISTAKE...OR GOD'S??

MEDICINE

One day I asked god,”have I committed a sin…??
Why on earth do I have to study the functions of atropine??
Jones gave his classification,and happily went away…
Mugging which I wasted one full day
Who cares what’s the structure of a bacilli…??
As long as the patient doesn’t die…
Remembering the father of genetics…
Is a problem,I have never been able to fix!!”
God then replied,”Of course,you have committed a sin…
My son,who the hell asked you to study MEDICINE…”

Why Does This Happen All Over Again...

JUST A MOMENT AGO…
Just a moment ago
My mind went to where my heart is
Looking at your photo I thought…
If you are a piece of god’s creation,
He must be a fine artiste
All the memories of yours
Which used to be my lifeline
Came back to haunt me
Of the gone by time
When my days started with your thoughts
& nights ended with your giggles
When you used to worry about
The smallest of my niggles
When to just have a glance at you
I would risk my all
When I could defy even the almighty
At just your one call
Just as I refresh my memories
The heavens open up
May be it’s god’s own style
Of waking me up
From my walk down the memory lane
I experience the same old pain
As I say once again,”good bye,sweety”
& I pretend to forget you my love,my deity